why?

Well i just had my tough time today. T.T
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Apparently, i feel like this every time i finish answer my final paper.
like every semester, i macam ni.
and i hate this. VERY MUCH !

so every semester pun after jawab paper ayah and mak tanya macam mana paper harini?
and my answer are still the same.
'entahlah, 50-50' 'susah' 'ky tak ingat'

the same answers, then lepastu mulalah sedih down segala bagai.
yet my parents still cakap nahh itsokay try your best after this.
Lol, idk if i can do even better after this.
sekarang dah sem 3 and i dah nak masuk second year dah please.
i still struggling to get better pointer.

Sometimes im just keep asking myself........
why and whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ._.
selain daripada diri sendiri yg malas dan tak sedar diri mungkin minat pun boleh jadi sebab utama jugak cause i really dont like this course.

TAPI.

i had try my best, ikhlaskan hati and yet still macam ni.
mungkin juga aku tak cukup usaha dan mungkin juga tak cukup berdoa.

kadang kadang bila muhasabah diri sebenarnya banyak sangat kekurangan yg ada dalam diri.
but why dont i change?

i want and i try.
tak tahu kenapa tapi macam rasa macam mana try hard pun i still cant get what i want.
i just want to make my parents happy thats all,
since masuk u i didnt give any good results pun,
and i do feel bad uhukkkk.

hmm but you know what.
mungkin takde rezeki and mungkin rezeki ditempat lain.
kerja nanti mungkin?
He know the best ! kan?
kita hamba yg sangat hina ni kena keep praying and keep faith.
*note to myself*

hmm.

senyum lah afiqah and try harder :')
*selamat hari beranak wahai fayed yed, faziera and ning*
*thanks mak ayah and thanks awak untuk meow dan hedgehog iteww*
#muahshikeddddd

--------- end of my 6/365 with LAW PROPERTY II.

RIP LAW so 2 down 3 more to go.


- God has a perfect plan for us. He never does it all at once, just step by step because he wants to teach us to " Walk by FAITH not by SIGHT"